Mornings

There is something about mornings that makes me miss you even more.

Maybe it’s the feeling that someday I might wake up to you by my side.

Awaken to kisses, rather than alarm calls.

The perfect way to start a day.

There is something about mornings that makes me miss you even more

Maybe I just woke up closer to when our destines intertwine for good.

Awaken to just shut the blinds,

Cuddles you closer, and sleep.

There is something about mornings that makes me miss you even more.

Maybe it’s just the afterglow of our souls meeting while we dreamed.

Awaken back in our bodies, miles apart.

Craving to be together again.

Will you?

Will u come exploring forts with me?
Kiss me in every new room found.
Making new moments, new memories,
for the walls that have stood so long.
So that, even after we are long gone.
The walls shall echo
about the time they shadowed true soulmates.

For a Moment

I know you might not be mine forever.
Maybe that's how love is suppose to be.
Like the rains for a thirsty earth...
Pouring down in sweet relief
Tempting with a light drizzle
Destined to dance in the mud
To settle. To become one with the earth...
Only to find a new cloud and drift away.
Then, to return to paint new rainbows.
I know you might not be mine forever.
But I know you'll rain on me again.
And every time it rains...
Our souls shall mate.    

By me, always

There are no conditions in a relationship that is selfless. Your dignity is shared just like your heart. There are no priorities, just a lot of concern. His choices become yours. You seek happiness in his highs and cry with him through his lows. Yes, you are two individuals in this together. But the selflessness literally makes you a part of one common whole. When you get accolades, he knows he has made it big. When you fuck up, he feels disappointed at himself. He wants to see you grow, coz that is something he sees his happiness in. He will let you chase your dreams, explore different worlds. Keep his fears to himself and yet stand by you whenever you fall. He will bandage your bruises, be your crutches till you walk again. And even though you may not be all of this to him, he will still think you are worth it and be the same till your last breath..
That's the love that fairy tales talk of. That's the ideal and perfect guy every girl dreams of.. That's my guy, my blessing through my messes. My good deeds in my past life. My reason to pull on. My strength, my all.
And even though he may not understand me that well, even though he may fail to read my mind or complete my sentences.. He seems just right for a girl like me.. and I hope to love him till the end of time.

Scribbled by The Wanderer on Saturday, June 13, 2015

Today 11-6-2015

There,
I felt that I should be next to you.

There,
A part of me was scared of losing you.

There,
A bit of me wanted to pull you closer.

There,
I thought of you pulling down my trousers.

There,
I knew that I should give us more time.

There,
My heart screamed that you are mine.

There,
I believed that this was a fresh start.

There,
I felt a tug at that my heart.

There,
I thought that you should just move out.

There,
I wanted to tell you that I love you a lot.

There,
I wondered why haven’t you called.

There,
My thought had on you stalled.

There,
My ears craved to hear your voice.

There,
My mind said, “Text her! that’s the only choice”.

There,
I got lot in tomorrows.

There,
I found todays sorrows.

There,
I wonder if I crossed your mind.

There,
I thought you tickling my behinds.

There,
A part of me wanted nibble your lips.

There,
The rest of me wanted to give work a skip.

There,
I wondered if I could hold you today.

There,
I wondered if I could still hold you next may.

There,
I dropped you a text on the phone.

There,
I wanted to tell you that you are not alone.

There,
I craved to see you smile.

There,
I picked up my phone and hit redial.

There,
I wondered if you have left work.

There,
I felt that I was being a jerk.

There,
I wondered if we’ll talk again tonight.

There,
I wondered if you are facing another fight.

There,
I wondered if you are still awake.

There,
I found you. You found me. And our lives were our’s to make.

Crash into me...

Crash into me…
let our souls collide.
Leave a bit of you.
Take a bit of me.
Pull me, as you go.
Come back, to make me find myself.
Wild, chaotic, dirty…
yet beautiful.
Crash into me…
like the ocean greets the shore.