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Monday, December 28, 2015

It is not the first time that this space inside of me has felt a void.
Maybe you just had to move out.
Maybe the home we built between your earth and my sky was too small to keep us both happy.
Maybe the dreams we saw together ran too soon out of time.
Maybe in wishing each other longer lives…we wished each other separate ones.
Maybe our souls intertwined just to tease destiny.
Maybe we built a home together… cuz we were both looking for one.
Maybe you left me a house… cuz you din’t need one anymore.
Maybe you left me buried alive inside its walls, suffocating, knocking frantically…praying you would find me once again and set us free…
Maybe you have gone too far hear me…
Maybe you just had to move out.
Maybe the home we built between your earth and my sky was too small to keep us both happy.
It is not the first time that this space inside of me has felt a void.
But some voids are best left unfilled.

How I wish I could stop time...

How I wish I could stop time,

hold you here by my side forever.
No fear for tomorrow...
ready for all endeavors.

How I wish I could stop time,
here, gazing into your eyes.
Knowing that you love me...
knowing that you'r mine.

How I wish I could stop time,
still, I this eternal bliss.
In love with this one joy...
forsaking every joy there is.

How I wish I could stop time,
together, till the last breath.
Drowning in your love...
through life and death. 

Mornings

There is something about mornings that makes me miss you even more.

Maybe it’s the feeling that someday I might wake up to you by my side.

Awaken to kisses, rather than alarm calls.

The perfect way to start a day.

There is something about mornings that makes me miss you even more

Maybe I just woke up closer to when our destines intertwine for good.

Awaken to just shut the blinds,

Cuddles you closer, and sleep.

There is something about mornings that makes me miss you even more.

Maybe it’s just the afterglow of our souls meeting while we dreamed.

Awaken back in our bodies, miles apart.

Craving to be together again.

Will you?

Will u come exploring forts with me?
Kiss me in every new room found.
Making new moments, new memories,
for the walls that have stood so long.
So that, even after we are long gone.
The walls shall echo
about the time they shadowed true soulmates.

For a Moment

I know you might not be mine forever.
Maybe that's how love is suppose to be.
Like the rains for a thirsty earth...
Pouring down in sweet relief
Tempting with a light drizzle
Destined to dance in the mud
To settle. To become one with the earth...
Only to find a new cloud and drift away.
Then, to return to paint new rainbows.
I know you might not be mine forever.
But I know you'll rain on me again.
And every time it rains...
Our souls shall mate.    

By me, always

There are no conditions in a relationship that is selfless. Your dignity is shared just like your heart. There are no priorities, just a lot of concern. His choices become yours. You seek happiness in his highs and cry with him through his lows. Yes, you are two individuals in this together. But the selflessness literally makes you a part of one common whole. When you get accolades, he knows he has made it big. When you fuck up, he feels disappointed at himself. He wants to see you grow, coz that is something he sees his happiness in. He will let you chase your dreams, explore different worlds. Keep his fears to himself and yet stand by you whenever you fall. He will bandage your bruises, be your crutches till you walk again. And even though you may not be all of this to him, he will still think you are worth it and be the same till your last breath..
That's the love that fairy tales talk of. That's the ideal and perfect guy every girl dreams of.. That's my guy, my blessing through my messes. My good deeds in my past life. My reason to pull on. My strength, my all.
And even though he may not understand me that well, even though he may fail to read my mind or complete my sentences.. He seems just right for a girl like me.. and I hope to love him till the end of time.

Scribbled by The Wanderer on Saturday, June 13, 2015